Gomensai..

Due to issues in my life and jeasouly I'm experiencing from my dA friends on YT,I'm not going to be happy-go-lucky for..quite an while actually.

My issues? Family life is an major part. Heck,I'm living an good life,but do you know how it feels to live with a friend and not your real parents? No one really knows that. It bothers me like crazy. T_T We always agrue and they pay all their attention to Nicole,living MOI in the dust alone. -_- They can give me anything I want,except love.

Annoying much. -_-

Jealousy? That comes from me. -_- I'm the jealous type and when my dA friend talk all the time on YT without me..I don't know. Just feels strange. I'm the jealous type,and I guess I'm like it. -_-


And something I should tell you guys,I fake my smile. I'm not this happy. I don't always mean my ^^ and my <= D all the time. I mean,I do sometimes..but not anymore.


To close this off? I was talking to an dA friend on Chatzy a few days ago,(you know how you are) and he said I was similar to 2 friends he has on dA. (Girls of course.)

I don't believe that,I'm truly...well,miserable. -_-

Sorry for pouring this crap into your messages..I just..

I'm not gonna be here for an few days,maybe I'll check in once an while..

Bye guys...gomensai..T_T